Kaulah Segalanya~~

Mungkin hanya Tuhan
Yang tahu segalanya
Apa yang ku inginkan
Di saat-saat ini...
Oh...

Kau takkan percaya
Kau selalu di hati
Haruskah ku menangis
Untuk mengatakan yang sesungguhnya...

*Kaulah segalanya untukku
Kaulah curahan hati ini
Tak mungkinku melupakan mu
Tiada lagi yang ku harap
Hanya kau seorang

Kau takkan percaya
Kau selalu di hati
Haruskah ku menangis
Untuk mengatakan yang sesungguhnya...

*Kaulah segalanya untuk ku
Kaulah curahan hati ini
Tak mungkin ku melupakan mu
Tiada lagi yang ku harap
Hanya kau seorang

Wooo....

*Kaulah segalanya untuk ku
Kaulah curahan hati ini
Tak mungkin ku melupakan mu
Tiada lagi yang ku harap
Hanya kau seorang 

-Ruth Sahanaya-

a Graduation Speech

Hello blogworld! 

Alhamdulillah, finally I have graduated from my beloved campus, State Polytechnic of Sriwijaya on 12th September 2012, and a the new journey has just started from that day. :D thus, I would like to have my graduation speech here, yup because I didnt get the chance for that at my campus because the speech was given by the ex-student President, Edwin Frymaruah, my friend from accounting major.

First of all, I would like to say my greatest gratitude to my God, the one I belief, because of His blessings, I become who I am today. for everything He had written for me, I couldnt even express how thankful I am. He has create a very good story for me, everything I have experience for all my life, especially during these last 3 years. things that I never thought of before, has become one out of thousands memorable experiences.to study in a college, might be a dream of everyone. but with my condition, and my family, I never thought that Im gonna wear 'toga' one day. but then, God has given me that chance. things my parents never experience, seeing them smiling during my graduation day, everything's paid off. Thanks my dear God. :")

Secondly, my greatest thanks to both of my parents. the one who sacrificed everything just to see me having a better life compare to them. the one who worked starts from the early morning till late night, the one who fulfilled all my demands, the one who will do everything, just for me. things they done, things they said, everything, are so meaningful to me. I dont know how to pay back all that, really. but I just pray my best to the, dunia akhirat and I will always try my best to let them have a better a life than before. as long as I been given the chance to see them in this world, there's nothing else to be done except seeing them live happily and no more working that hard. I'll try, my dearest parents, thanks for everything :")

 Next, I would like to say my uncountable thank you to "Kakek2 Bersuara Kodok", you know who you are. hhe Thank you for ever came into my life and being a part of my soul, thank you for the love and care, thank you for the endless support, thank you for the sms, thank you for the phone call, thank you for the voice, thank you for the time, thank you for the moments, thanks for everything that ever happened between us. things that are unforgettable for all my life. you will always be a part of me, forever. :")

lastly, I would like to say thank you for everyone, from the lecturers, classmates, EDS Polsri members, friends, family and everyone Ive ever known, to make me finished this journey as a college student. its not just the end, but its a new beginning, for a new phase. to the real world, good luck for me and everyone! :D

me! :D

Sebelum kuncir dipindahin. hhe :P

smile of mummy & daddy <3 br="br">

Im a graduate! :))

Pesan-pesan Ayah

Apa kabar Bulan? Semoga kau baik-baik saja disana. Jaga kesehatanmu yah, makannya jangan sembarangan. Maaf kalau aku belum berkesempatan memasak untukmu. Taukah kau, jika hari ini ayah berpesan padaku. Banyak yang dia nasehatkan padaku. Aku ingin ceritakan padamu, Bulan.

Ayah berpesan padaku, kalau aku ga boleh sombong. Katanya, kesombongan hanya akan membuat kebencian orang lain padaku. Ga baik sifatnya, ga disukai orang. Kata ayah, jadilah Icha yang disukai banyak orang, disenangi kehadirannya dan dicintai sifatnya...

Ayah juga bilang padaku, jangan pernah lupakan asal usulku. Disaat aku sudah bisa berjalan, bahkan berlari diatas kakiku sendiri, janganlah sesekali lupa siapa yg sudah mengajarkanku berjalan. Berbaktilah dengan orang-orang yang telah mengajarkan arti kehidupan kepadaku.

Bahkan ayah sempat berpesan kepadaku untuk belajarlah memasak. Katanya, nanti jika aku punya suami, makan minumnya jadi ada yang ngurusin. Kata ayah, ga mungkinlah suaminya yang masak. Ah, ayah lucu sekali kan Bulan?

Bulan, itulah pesan-pesan ayah buatku. Semoga aku bisa jadi Icha yang lebih baik ya bulan. Doain aku yah. Selamat malam Bulan, aku merinduimu.... :)

-Icha-

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me going HOME!!! ^__^

Im going home, to have Lebaran with my family, 

after 4 years! 

10th August 2012 - 5 September 2012

I'll be spending my quality time with them

:))

When People Judge

Hello blogworld!

this time, Im not telling something random, but a true fact. about me. I mean, about me in the eye of others. as far as I know. Ive been living in this world for 22 years, plus few months, Ive been through many things. experiences taught me about a lot of lesson to be learned. its about when people judge me. and this happens a lot of times. and I know, they're talking behind my back. and what's funny, people who listened to their gossips will report to me. hha lets check what they're talking :))

"Icha = Arrogant"

this is the most normal thing that I always heard. even until now. I dont know why actually. maybe because they just envy with me? hha no laaah. I think they judge me that way because they just dont know me yet. they dont know my struggle. they dont walk my way. they just dont know what Ive been through. life for me, isnt as easy as yours. its totally not easy to be me. Im always being undermined. wherever I go. do you think Malaysia is always fine for me? it doesnt be that way, actually. have you ever being insult because you came from a country that they call 'trouble maker citizen'? and in your own country, have you ever being undermine just because your parents, are earning money as TKI *harshly, you're saying this to me* in that neighboir country? and have you ever being said 'stupid' by your own lecturer? if Im being proud, not arrogant of what I achieved, dont blame me of being arrogant. you just dont know me yet. Im being thakful to God, because oh Him I have all these. and for those who still judge me arrogant, I dont blame you, its just you dont know me. and when you dont know who I am, stop judging me. :))

"Icha = Jutek Minta Ampun"

hahahahaha this is the 'I always heard people saying this'. okeh, I do have problem with social interaction with people. you may see me talking non stop with my close friends, but please, do not expect me to talk much with someone I just met or those I only know. means, I rarely talk to you, and you expect me to suddenly talk much? hhe I just cant. you may call me bawel, talk active but Im just not into that with a new people. I tried, and that needs time. time until one moment, I can talk everything with you. this jutek me also supported with my minder mindset. I always try to to improve on this, but I just dont know why I just cant remove this keminderan within me. heuuuu :| and this getting worse if Im all alone, in a huge group of people. and this happened during a major debate tournament that I attended alone. huaaaaah :(( its not easy actually, and I did took a long time to adapt with that environment. and thank God, I did, in the end. but still, until now, Im hard to do real social life and admit that Im jutek but that's all because of Im shy. huaaaaah :((

hmmm  I think that's all, hha only two stuff. there's a lot for my weaknesses actually, but I think this both have major problems. maybe I'll share more in the future. have a good day people! ^__^