it's a new BEGINNING :)

Hello blogworld! 

Hope you are having a very good and full of bless Ramadhan! its day 17, and hope everyones doing fine and can increase our Ibadah during this holy month. :")

I dont know why, this year's Ramadhan seems a lot different. after everything that happened to me, I learned a lot actually. a lot of things to evaluate about life, especially my own self. my attitude, that is in a crucial level of changes need. no one can change me, beside myself. yayayayaya always listen to that word, till Im tired of listening. hhe :P

am I never change? am I just the same Icha that everyone knows very jutek, temperamental, easily ngambek, and all those negative (dark) side of me? hmmm I dont know. I cant judge myself. its you, people around me, who judge. who reminds me for everything wrong I do. or maybe you just being tired of me just being me, and always become a trouble maker, thus you wouldnt even care anymore? I dont know. I did my efforts, but like I said, nothing is instant. a long process toward betterment is on its way. just hope this will bring to a better thing in the future. InsyaAllah.... 

Im taking this Ramadhan moment to start everything all over again. to start building my own self, in a better way of course. to start a new single life, as how I ever had before, obviously in a lot of better manner. I mean, no more galauness on my twitter account and no more extreme galauness on my blogpost. hihihi :P to start a career at that blue coverall company, InsyaAllah. to start helping my parents, to reduce their burden. to send my sister to further her studies. to be a wonder daughter and sister for my family. 

this is a new beginning. you will find a new me. InsyaAllah.... :")

keep on smiling, nenek2 cantik. hihihi :P

a lesson learned ^__^

Hello blogworld! 

its been awhile Im not typing a proper story for you, sorry for any inconvenience. well, you know me lah, when Im not in the mood to blog, this blog will be left like a haunted house. but when Im in the mood of extreme galau-ness, this blog will make you non-stop vomitting. hihihi :P 

okeyh, now I would like to share a story about a lesson learned today. please, do not assume this is about a relationship matter! *I know people are tired of my galau-ness on social network* -,- alright, the lesson learned was reagrding my business matter. remember that I already started my own online business? yup, Im selling shawls for those hijabers. based on the promotion I did, with all of the efforts, I did gained customers. who put their trust to me by buying my products. Im just being thankful for my lovely customers! ^__^

enough with the opening, now lets get into the serious matter. I learned about a business management. on the process of making the product ready for your customer. to maintain a good supply to the demand. this time, for my first attempt, I did some mistakes. I dont know whether this came from me or my supplier, but there's a miscommunication between us. my orders are here today, but some of the shawls are not like what I ordered! furthermore it even took 9 days to come here. I was quite angry when I opened the package, because this is the first time that what I bought on the internet isnt the same as the pictures showed. 

I was really disappointed because of that. if its my own order, that will be fine for me, but that's for my customer. what should I say to them? I want to return the products, but this will take time. a lot of time. and Im going home by 10th August. I know its my mistake too, for not putting maximum effort to this business. but I think my supplier should also realize that they're making the mistakes too. I informed them. and they havent respond to that. yet (till this blog typed) if there any chance for the product exchange, I would really love to do so. but then, Im stuck with time. as if my supplier is near my house, or atleast even in palembang... -.-

now, I have to explain to my customers. thank God they havent paid any yet. means, COD. atleast, Im not taking any advantage on my customers. I should keep their trust. because Im not only doing this business only for this time. but for a long time phase. this is my passion, what I want. thus, I should improve my service to my customer. maybe in the future I will prepare a ready stock products for my beloved customer. they will dont have to wait and can wear it directly. step by step, this business of mine will be big. InsyaAllah. a good lesson learned, and I learn so much. :D

-good day, people-

hey, August!

Hello blogworld!

its the first day of August and here I am, trying to be a strong icha, after everything that already happened. so many things happened in my July. everything that can be considered as the most beautiful gift ever and also, the worst thing ever. despite everything that had happened, Im still standing. though not as strong as before, Im still here. 

this is a new month, means a new beginning. I thank God for giving me the chance to live till today, to be grateful for everything He gave me, and for everything He already planned for me. I believe He already wrote a good story for my life, the best one. because I know, He never disappoint His ummah. but its just me, some time being not thankful for how lucky I am. to be born as a Muslim, to have a good parents, to have my best sister ever, to have a great (future) life partner, somehow, Im not being thankful for all that. went against my parents wish, not being a good example to my sister, demanding to much to that life partner, and not being good enough to my environment, I mean everyone. :((

I know there's so much to be done. a lot to be fixed. everything in every way that it need to be fixed. Im taking the challenge. Im 22 and should be an adult. not only by age, but also mind and action. that's my biggest weaknesses. I have tried. since long ago. but I realize that nothing in this life is instant. changes will happen step by step. sacrifices is needed, even its include feeling. the goal is betterment. for me and everyone around me. I might be labelled for being a NATO. no action, talk only. but then, its only my God and myself who knows what's happening inside here. a problem with myself, my own character. 

I will try. harder than before. keep on evaluating myself. please, dont judge me, but guide me. Im just a little girl trying to be a grown up. always trying to be a better me for everyone else. please, pray for me. do support me. and let me be better. I always wanted to be so. :")

My Love - Westlife

An empty street
An empty house
A hole inside my heart
I'm all alone
The rooms are getting smaller
I wonder how
I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had
The songs we sang together
Oh yeah
And all my love
We're holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far

So I say a little prayer
Hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again my love
All the seas go coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again my love

I tried to read
I go to work
I'm laughing with my friends
But I can't stop
To keep myself from thinking

Oh no
I wonder how
I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had
The songs we sang together
Oh yeah
And all my love
We're holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far

So I say a little prayer
Hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again my love
All the seas go coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again

To hold you in my arms
To promise you my love
To tell you from my heart
You're all I'm thinking of
Reaching for the love that seems so far

So so I say a little prayer
Hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again my love
All the seas go coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again my love
See you in a prayer
Dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again my love
All the seas go coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again my love

*I dont know why I keep on playing it since the last Joved Unsoed, but now I know why. its a sign* 

:"(

Hectic JULY!

Hello blogworld!

its a long time me not nyampah here. well, Im a busy, very very busy with the LA submission deadline. so many things to do, so little time. but finally, Alhamdulillah I made it. Ive submitted the draft eventhough some of the signatures for the Lab Letters are not complete yet. but still got time to run after the absence of technician and lecturers.

and July is the month of my final written exam (UAS) and final oral exam (Sidang LA). wish me luck for both. my final written will be today at 7.30, two papers to be done, Ekontek and KWU. then on 16th July (schedule still not fixed) my Sidang LA will be done. I need your prayers everybodyyyyyy! :))

and not only that, Im going out of town. I mean out of Sumatera Island for 5 days. Im going to Purwokerto as Invited Judge for JOVED 2012. Im travelling today, after my exam today. Its a moment to refresh my mind, explore a new place and also, a big hope to meet my boyfriend. though its just at the airport. really hope so. 

good day everyone! :)